{"id":38,"date":"2003-10-13T16:35:32","date_gmt":"2003-10-13T14:35:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/home.tjerngren.net\/wp\/?p=38"},"modified":"2003-10-13T16:35:32","modified_gmt":"2003-10-13T14:35:32","slug":"medicated","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/?p=38","title":{"rendered":"Medicated"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>For the past several years I have cycled in and out of depression and anxiety, and thus far have been unable to find any lasting fix.  When Tage was almost three months old, I started having panic attacks and general anxiety that all but sidelined me for a couple of months.  I was extremely fortunate and got good treatment that included talk therapy with a wonderful psychologist, and started feeling better relatively quickly.  It took me a while to realize, however, that although the anxiety had tapered off significantly, the depression was still there.  <\/p>\n<p>With winter looming in the not-so-distant future, I have been able to feel myself going into a down cycle again, and I can hardly bear the thought of another winter like last winter.  In an effort to stop this downward trend in its tracks, I started taking the anti-depressant Zoloft on Saturday, and I&#8217;m very hopeful that it will help me get back to normal and stay there.  It&#8217;s too early yet for me to feel any positive effects, but I am having some side effects (headache, nausea, dizziness, tiredness, and just an overall weird sensation in my head that&#8217;s hard to explain).  It&#8217;s a bit annoying, but nothing major, and in a strange way I welcome the side effects, because they feel to me like proof that the medicine is working in my body.  I&#8217;m not exactly sure what to expect and when to expect it, as far as the &#8220;real effects&#8221; go, because the only other times I&#8217;ve been on anti-depressants I didn&#8217;t take them long enough for them to work their magic.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For the past several years I have cycled in and out of depression and anxiety, and thus far have been unable to find any lasting fix. When Tage was almost three months old, I started having panic attacks and general anxiety that all but sidelined me for a couple of months. I was extremely fortunate&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/?p=38\">Read More <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Medicated<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=38"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=38"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=38"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beverlyrevelry.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=38"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}